When I was pregnant with Taylor, I signed up at all the baby websites to get weekly pregnancy updates. After my miscarriage, I painfully unsubscribed from all of these.....or so I thought. This morning I received an update on my 14 month old. It doesn't seem like it's been that long since all of the heartache. How could I have lost him a year and eight months ago already?!?
Then I couldn't help but think of what would be......Taylor would be running around now. And his name wouldn't be Taylor.....we had decided on a boy name from day 1. I would be trying to keep up with a growing boy. Learning about tractors and trucks, frogs and snakes, walking into a boy's room. He would be talking and his first word would have been dada......
Just when it seems like I've got my emotions figured out and I'm okay, something seems to blindside me.
I miss you everyday Taylor....not a day goes by that mommy doesn't think about you. Know that I love you always.
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