I can't believe how fast this last 3 1/2 weeks have flown by! In a measly two days we get to see our little bean by ultrasound!!! While I'm very excited for our first appointment, I'm also very worried. I'm worried about things being the same as the last time around. As positive as I've been the past 4 weeks, I still have lots of doubt. I know that it can happen again and that scares me.
I did wake up feeling very relieved and assured the other day though. I had the oddest dream that brought me some peace internally. (I know this is going to sound super weird, but pregnancy dreams often are!) I had gone to the doctor (for what I'm not really sure). She was listening to my heart with her stethoscope and for some odd reason moved it down to my stomach. She said she could hear a heartbeat going strong at 152! I started bawling and was so very excited!!! Then I woke up.
I've been praying that my appointment leaves me in happy tears like the appointment in my dream did!!
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